- Elizabeth Larson
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In appreciation: Lynn Fegan promoted books and literacy for young and old alike
KELSEYVILLE, Calif. – A local businesswoman, pilot, proponent of education and lover of books died earlier this month following a lengthy illness.
Lynn Fegan died on the evening of Nov. 1 at her Kelseyville home. She was 70 years old.
Fegan, a vibrant and energetic woman, had been confined to her bed for several months as she suffered from chronic obstructive pulmonary disease, or COPD.
For many people, one of the big, unfinished tasks is the telling of their own story.
But Fegan spent that time when her body’s strength was fading sharing her story with this writer and others who loved her.
In the telling, Fegan was as true to form as ever – interesting, introspective and dazzlingly funny.
She was a wife, mom, grandma, great-grandma and friend.
Over the years she worked in a number of professions. Among them, she was a flying instructor – husband Jack called her “a damn fine pilot.”
For a time she worked in mortgage banking and then spent 20 years as a nurse before she and Jack came to Lake County in 1990.
She said she led great life – “a charmed life,” she called it – surrounded by great people. “I've been loved all my life.”
She enjoyed her life and acknowledged that there had been ups and downs, but overall she seemed to have few regrets. That can be one of the real gifts of a life filled with love.
“I have all the things that matter,” she said.
Lynn Fegan was born Oct. 25,1944, in Milwaukee, Wis., to Bernard William Burgess and Dorothy Claire Burgess.
Her parents died in a car crash when she was 17, and she’s also predeceased by her son, Michael Fegan.
She leaves behind husband and devoted caregiver, Jack; daughter, Bonnie Kopazzewski-Lieberman and husband, Richard Lieberman of Minnesota; son, Patrick and wife, Kate of Phoenix, Ariz.; grandson, Shawn, of Arizona; five other grandchildren; and one great-granddaughter in Minnesota.
And then there is her dog, Sammy, the patient lab mix with white toes, who will grumble at strangers but is fast friends once he gets a Tootsie Roll or two.
Overcoming loss
Looking at the stretch of her life, Fegan recounted being a child that didn’t like reading.
She appreciated the irony that she would later go on to be a voracious reader and own a bookstore, Catfish Books, in Lakeport for 17 years before health led to her decision to shut the doors.
As a teenager, she faced the horror of losing both of her parents in a car crash.
“I had the best parents a girl could have,” and the best childhood she could have had, she said, adding that she doesn’t believe her perception is a matter of looking at her life through rose-colored glasses.
She recalled her father, Bernard, as physically and emotionally resembling actor Don Knotts.
Her father was a small man, maybe weighing 128 pounds. He was a church deacon, a workaholic and a “major genius,” which, she added, “During the war didn’t really matter much.”
When he wasn’t working he was playing poker with his buddies, she said.
She remembered him being a great teacher. “He taught me how to fly a kite, but first he taught me how to build it, precisely.”
He also loved his children and was “just a good man,” she said.
Her mother, Dorothy, was just like June Cleaver in “Leave It To Beaver.” Dorothy Burgess was a Girl Scout leader who was always waiting for Lynn when she came home from school each day.
“We were best friends,” Fegan said.
The fact that she has always been a happy person, with a positive outlook, helped her overcome the shock of her parents’ deaths in the crash.
She went on to live a life filled with many careers, family and a lot of fun.
She hated reading as a child, preferring to be out playing.
“As an adult, my curiosity took over,” she said. “I suddenly became curious about how everything had happened.”
After coming to Lake County, she opened Catfish Books in the Safeway shopping center on 11th Street in Lakeport.
“My customers became my friends, not customers,” she said.
During the years the bookstore was open, she hired a number of young people to work there.
“These kids became my kids,” she said, with children visiting the store calling her “Grandma.”
She would host Harry Potter book release parties – complete with costumes – and became involved with local schools.
When reading became difficult after she developed macular degeneration – “God likes his little jokes,” she said – her bookstore family purchased an iPad for her, which enabled her to enlarge text so she could continue to enjoy reading. It’s the iPad she kept with her up until her death.
In June of 2011, Fegan became very sick and nearly died. At that point, the prospect of going back to work was too much, and so she made the decision to close the store that November.
She said she had a prospective buyer for the store, but considering the economy and the difficulties just keeping local libraries open, she didn’t want the buyer to be saddled with what, in her opinion, had become more a hobby than a workable business.
“It made no sense for it to go on,” she said of the store.
Anticipating solving the mystery
During the waning months of her life, Fegan’s COPD necessitated taking drugs to keep her calm from the fear of not breathing.
She hated that the drugs made it so she couldn’t recall a word here or there that she needed to complete a sentence.
Increasingly, she had trouble typing on her iPad, which was an important point of keeping connected with her friends on social media.
Her failing lungs were the result of a variety of things, Fegan said – among them, use of lead-based spray paint and toxic insect sprays. Then, there were 50 years of smoking cigarettes.
Husband Jack was her primary caregiver. A kind-faced, silver-haired man, he quickly appeared in the doorway if he heard a cough or if she called to ask a question.
Lake County was one of the big “ups” in her life, she said. She and husband Jack made their Kelseyville vacation home their permanent residence in 1990.
They had married the year before, in July. She wasn’t sure of the date.
“Jack, when did we get married?” she called out during an interview.
He walked into the room. “Are you kidding me? I need to go to the book.”
Jack came back a moment later, to announce that they had married on July 6, 1989.
“Aren’t you glad I take notes?” he asked as he walked out of the room.
They were together since 1974. She met him when he was working in television production in Southern California. Most notably, he was one of the creative minds behind the production of the original “Star Trek” television series.
At one point they had a brief break in their relationship, at which point she dated Steve McQueen’s stunt double. But Jack and Lynn didn’t stay apart for long.
They eventually made a happy transition from Southern California to Lake County’s rural atmosphere.
“Look at where we live,” she said, looking out her window, calling Lake County a beautiful place where there have been “so many people whose sole purpose in life seemed to make my life a happy place to be.”
She wanted people to see Lake County for what it truly is.
She added, “I love Lake County. I love the kids that are growing up for tomorrow.”
And one of the things she wanted to communicate to Lake County is her gratitude for its residents’ thoughtfulness, support and love.
“I loved you back,” she said.
Fegan outlived her own estimates. She thought she wouldn’t last beyond the spring, but with Jack’s care she continued on, through what she called an “extraordinarily boring” summer.
However, at the end of the summer, as the fall began, Fegan said she began “seeing things” and having minor hallucinations.
At one point, she said she saw someone sitting in her room with her, an experience she continued having. Finally, she realized it was her father.
Then, there was the presence of her beloved cat that had died several years ago, also hovering nearby.
A desire to continue giving
She asked that there be no services after her passing.
However, as part of her desire to keep paying it forward, she asked that community members support the Imagination Library, which promotes and encourages reading, a cause about which she felt very strongly.
Singer/songwriter Dolly Parton founded Imagination Library in 1996 to foster a love of reading in the preschool children and families in her home county in east Tennessee by providing them with the gift of a specially selected book each month, according to the Web site, http://www.imaginationlibrary.com/ .
The Lake County Office of Education sponsors the Imagination Library program in Lake County with the help of a variety of sponsors and community donations.
For $25 a year, one book will be sent each month to a child from birth to age 5.
Donations can be sent to the Lake County Office of Education, c/o Literacy Task Force, 1152 S. Main St., Lakeport. CA, attention “Imagination Library.”
For more information on the Imagination Library contact Stephanie Wayment at the Lake County Office of Education, 707-262-4163 or This email address is being protected from spambots. You need JavaScript enabled to view it. . Donations are tax-deductible.
During one of the final times she sat for an interview about her life, Fegan – her eyes wide with the thought – said she was ready for the next big adventure, and was happy in anticipating that life’s big mystery, for her, was about to be solved.
“I don’t like mysteries that don’t have endings,” she said.
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